Hot…

CA is extremely hot these days. When going out, I have felt burnt by hot atmostphere and hot winds. It’s so hot and me too…

Recently I have felt that my temper has been changed, not to a good direction but the reverse. I easily get angry, as I used to be 6 years ago. I thought that after Ups and Downs in my life, I should be more balanced and can control myself in any situation. But NO. Outside is hot and I’m hot too!!! I don’t know why and don’t know how to fix it… So sad!

Being tired from work and stressfull due to my study at school … are not reasons for my hot temper. What is the real reason and how can I get rid of it? I hate it but…